I honestly dont know how I am dealing with life anymore. With 4 deaths in my family in less than 10 months. I lost a cousin, my grandpa, an uncle, and my daddy.
I lost my cousin Jason the week April 4, 2009. I lost my Grandpa Allen June 15, 2009. I lost my Uncle Chris July 7, 2009 and lost my Daddy Febuary 8, 2010!
3 of them were very important to me.
My Grandpa Allen was the reason I went back to school to get my Medical Assisting Degree. Hailey loved my Grandp so much. That was Great Pawpaw....She was the 1st great grandbaby that Grandpa saw at just a few days old. They used to make faces at eachother.
My Uncle Chris was the only one I could turn to when I needed him. We always did stuff together and talked about things.
My daddy was my rock. He might have not always been there when I was a kid. No matter what or where I was he cared about me and was always there. My Daddy had such a big heart. He always called me on some stupid holiday and to say something to me. I miss him so much. I need him but I know he is no longer her and no longer in pain from the Cancer.
I wish I knew how to stop crying about all this. I really need my daddy. I feel like a part of me died when I lost him. I pray to God that they all are up there and ok. I love all of them so much.
I hear this song and I think of my Daddy and Grandpa.