Learning to Love Myself

Hailey won her local pagaent and now we are looking for state sponsers. We are trying to raise 150 to send in her entry. So if anyone would like to sponsor Hailey. I will be putting a paypal button here. Here is info on her pagaent. This way you know that I am being leigit American rose Thank you everyone who helps

Congrats to my Hailey. She won Little Miss American Rose Girard City Princess. I am so proud of my baby. She will be competing in the state pagaent in Ohio on Sept 30.

I have been away for awhile for some personal reasons going on in my life. So here is so updated pics. Hosted by Krystyn at Really, Are You Serious?

I haven't been blogging for awhile. I have alot going on in my life and I don't have anyone to talk to really about it beacuse I dont have alot of friends and my family is very private. I cant hold this in anymore. I am trying to stay calm and strong for my kids. Well you all know my dad passed away from cancer in Feb. Well not even a few months after my dad passed away my mom was diagnosed with stage 4 lung and brain cancer How am I suppose to deal with this and stay strong for the kids? I have moments I just wanna cry all day or I have moments that I just wanna be a total bitch. How do you deal with this? I pray but I dont know if God hears me.