Learning to Love Myself

So much has been going on!! Hailey and Tyler are loving school. Which I am so happy about! Sascha finished college as of November 14, 2009! I am getting ready to turn 28 on November 28....I have been getting some test done since I have been having really bad chest pains and shortness of breath! Its not my heart!!! Praise God! I found out I have Asthma and possiably sleep apnea! We are getting ready to move in with my Grandma to help her out! Keep ur fingers crossed!!! LOL!!! I will finally be done with school Feb 20, 2010 and I cant wait.

I am so proud of my husband. As of tonight, He is a college graduate. He wont walk till May 2010! I am so proud that he started something and finished. So he has an Associcates Degree In Applied Science (Information Systems Engineering) Congrats Sascha

Well Homecoming is Oct 17 Dress

So much as been going on! Hailey and Tyler are both in school now! I am trying to deal with my Dad dying of cancer! Its the hardest thing I am ever gonna have to face!I dont know how I am going to do it! Well me on the other hand, had a minor heart attack! Drs are running test, so we will see whats going on! Well our school is having a Homecoming dance and Sascha and I both are on homecoming court! I am so excited

Well I am done with school till Aug 31 thats when I start my Internship. Yeah! Both Sascha and I made the Dean's List this term! I go in for surgery on Tuesday and I am nervous as can be. My friend Tairah is getting a pacemaker put in on Monday so I am worried about that! Miss Hailey does not officially start school till August 31! I wont even get to see her get on the bus! Ugh! I dont know when Tyler starts yet! Please Keep everyone in your prayers

Next week I have finals...UGH!!! Less than 100 days till I have my Associates Degree in Applied Science!!! Yeah!!!

For some reason today I am in a listening to music mood....My top 5 songs I am listening to today are 5. Decode by Paramore 4. Never Too Late by Three Days Grace 3. Addicted by Saving Abel 2. I'd Come for You by Nickelback 1. Careless Whisper by Seether If you get a chance you tube these videos and listen to the words and the video. They all made me cry

Mommy World is having a great giveway. Please check it out http://mom2boys-mommyworld.blogspot.com/2009/08/chinet-tableware-giveaway.html

This explains a day at my house....HAHA

Well, Tyler is enrolled in Headstart!!! Yeah! Miss Hailey just needs to wait on her Birth certificate. I just ordered it today! I pray it gets here soon!

Free $10 in food from Schwan's Food I just order a pack of 8 hamburger patties for FREE!!! Schwan is giving the first 500,00 people $10 in free food. You don't have to order anything else or put in your credit card info. There is no shipping and handling charges either. This is a great deal.Who doesn't like free food? http://www.schwans.com/promos/freefood/freeFoodBegin.aspx HURRY BEFORE THIS OFFER EXPIRES!!!! Enjoy!!

Well my best friend just told me he is going to Afganistan in Jan 2010. I am crying cuz I worry alot about him! We have been been best friends for 16 years. Please keep him in your prayers!

I am scheduled to get an endometrial ablation (which is going to remove the lining of my uterus) because I have endometrial hyperplasia (is a condition that occurs when the lining of the uterus (endometrium) grows too much. It is a benign (not cancer) condition.)So please keep me in your prayers

This was my Grandpa and mine song....And it just gets to me

Alot has been going on. After my grandpa passed away, my uncle passed away July 7, Tyler had his birthday, and we moved. Now I 2 weeks left of this term! I am so worn out! Plus I am getting surgery on Aug 18th! I need a break!

we finally moved into a new house! I so love it. I am still putting the house together! So please dont mind the mess

We had Tyler's Birthday party yesterday! He had a blast. I wanted to share pics with you

How many liked Michael Jackson as a child or still do? His music was great! He might have had his flaws but what person does not! I was in shock to see that he passed away last Friday! He will always remain in my eyes " The King of Pop!" Here is my top 10 favorite videos 10. Remember the Time 9. Scream with his sister Janet 8. Smooth Criminal 7. You rock my world 6. Billie Jean 5. Childhood 4. The way you make me feel (its not the original video but with britney spears when they were celebrating his 30th anniversary in music) 3.You are not alone 2. Man in the Mirror And my all time favorite is 1. Thriller That is my top ten! Michael will be missed

Well, I cant believe that Miss Hailey only weighs a few ounces more than Mr. Tyler! I wanted to cry but Tyler is catching up in height.....LOL Tyler got bit by a dog last week but it was a total accident. He startled the dog. The dog usually plays with the kids and even comes in my house and plays with the kids! Tyler has to go to Akron childrens hospital in akron to see a Psychiatry/Psychology because his doctor is thinking he might have ADHD! Part of me thinks he does not cuz I really babied him! But I have stopped well not all the way but drastically

Today is going to be a crazy one. I have clinicals today from 1-3 and we are doing blood draws! I am so nervous! Tyler goes to the dr tomorrow. His dr is thinking of getting him tested for ADHD. I have no clue what I should do! Help?

Well, My grandpa passed away last Monday and I am having such a hard time dealing with it. He was my Hero! I am having such a hard time dealing with this but he is in a better place with my sister and cousins.

I have not been around cuz we have not had a computer. well things have been crazy. school is going well. hailey just finished head start and tyler will be 3 on july 17th i wanna cry. we took a weekend small vacation to cleveland and at the end of may went to virginia